Brin...what a cute little s%*# :)

So we had Brin's pictures taken for the fall and her 2nd birthday. I was so excited because she was being so sweet all morning. I got her dressed and did her hair and she was so cute. She was letting me take pictures on my phone and giving me big smiles and saying cheese. She was so so sweet! Then it all fell apart haha...we got to the girls house that was taking the pictures for us and Brin wouldn't let me put her down. So in some I am holding her and she has her blankey...needless to say I am already frustrated at this point. So I try putting her down with her blankey and she starts bawling...ugh it was absolutely ridiculous. So the girl that was taking the pictures went and in and got Brin a sucker, which is fine because it got her to stop crying, but then she had a sucker and blankey in every picture. Anyways I felt so bad for Ashley, I felt like I had completely wasted her time. Oh by the way the photographers name is Ashley Bennett she has a website it is www.ashleybennettphotography.com, check her out she did an amazing job even considering there is a sucker and blanket in every picture. Even though Brin was a little s%*#, she was a cute one. Ashley did amazing and I love the pictures. I just hope one day Brin will actually smile for pictures taken by a profession haha here are a few that were taken. Enjoy!

This one she is just real mad

I think this one is my favorite :)

This one she looks like she is mad even though she has a sucker haha wtf

See what I mean by sucker and blankey...

I love this little girl with all my heart :) I just can't get enough of her!

A little bit of what we have been up to...

So....where do I begin?

I think I left off that we were going to Las Vegas. Well we went and we had an amazing time with our friends Dawson and Kylie. We just lived up the entire experience. I lost a few dollars on the slots, Jeff made a few dollars on black jack and I got a tattoo. The tattoo I got says Brinley and it's on my shoulder and I absolutely love it. I always wanted a tattoo but could never decide what I would want to keep on my body forever. I mean I want to stay married to Jeff forever and I feel like getting a spouses name tattooed on your body is just jinxing the relationship...haha so I thought Brinley would be awesome to have. It turned out better than I could have imagined and it didn't hurt at all, which was a big bonus haha. The whole trip wasn't just yummy drinks and good times. We were there for 3 nights and the first two nights at 8:00pm (Brin's bedtime) I would have a major melt down. I would lock myself in the bathroom in our condo and just cry. I missed her so much, just like I knew I would and I haven't left her over night since. My poor husband tried to be understanding, but I think he would have been more understanding if he could have been able to console me. I am just stubborn and dramatic sometimes and there isn't anything anyone can do or say that will make me feel better.

Since then Jeff and I have moved into a new area and we couldn't be happier about it! Jeff just got a promotion, Brin just turned 2 and I finally got my hair done haha I know mine isn't that big of a deal but it's almost been a year! We have definitely had some up and down moments in the last 5 months but I feel like we are definitely on the up and up. I have a new job working at Wee Care Pediatrics, which I absolutely love. I work with awesome people and I love getting to see all the little babies and kids. I get to listen/watch Disney movies during my whole shift.... it doesn't get much better than that :)

Just recently we celebrated Brinley's 2nd birthday. We had the family and friends over for cake and ice cream and she got completely spoiled rotten. Mama Dee (Katie, Jeff's sister) Daddy JJ, Jace and Nash got her the cutest shopping cart with a bunch of food to go in it. She loves it! She pushes it everywhere!! Grandpa and Grandma Beazer got her a baby doll that doesn't leave her side, for ANYTHING!!! Jamee (a.k.a Kellyn my brother) Jamee and Presli got her a bath time baby which is an amazing thing to have! It has the cutest ducky towel and booties. So cute! Jamie (a.k.a my brother Brett) Jamie, Haegan, Peyton, and Diesel got her these puzzles that I love getting to put back together haha I don't think it will take long for her to catch on. P.s. she calls my brothers Jamie because they both married Jamie's so I guess she just assumes they are all named Jamie. haha I love her!!! Bumma and Papa Johnston got her some Disney movies and a cute Bugs Bunny Mr Potato head. We can't get her to stop watching Tangled now :) Papa and Jolene got her a sand and water wheel play table....need I say more haha thanks Papa :) Bumma and Papa Nix got her a Leap Frog Computer, which she carries around in her grocery cart with her baby and it goes in the car with us. She got a fish, which we named Fish. He stays in her room and she loves him. She was spoiled rotten and I was glad everyone came to spend the day with her! We have the worlds greatest family!!!

I can't wait!!!

My family is going to Hawaii the end of March!

10 days in paradise!!!

It starts off 3 days on the main island

and then a 7 day cruise where you go visit 4 or 5 islands...

I am so EXCITED....

to see pictures :( haha sad right.

We had planned this big family vacation over a year ago.

Well as things got closer and closer,

Jeff and I realized how much this family vacation was going to cost,

and we just don't have that kind of money.

I was REALLY disappointed for awhile,

but I am doing much better about it now.

Jeff and I have planned a vacation of our own. :)

It will only be 5 days in Las Vegas,

but I couldn't be more excited!

Jeff has never been to Las Vegas, and he is so excited to go!

We will be bringing some friends with us of course.

Jeff's sister Katie and her husband JJ will be going with us,

and our friends Dawson and Kylie!

I couldn't be more thrilled about everyone wanting to go with us.

We will be staying in my parents condo there.

We will have our own kitchen, our own bedrooms,

and we won't be far from the strip!

I think we will be leaving Brin home,

not alone obviously,

and we haven't done that yet.

She is a year and half on Sunday

and I have never left her over night.

Honestly I know it would be healthy to get away for awhile,

but just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

I might be a bit of a mess the first night, and possibly the second,

but I know it will be great!

Whoever has my baby girl

will just have to understand when I call multiple times a day

and maybe a couple times at bed time.

Oh it is making me sad,

so I will have to move on.

So we aren't going until April 14th.

So I have over a month to prepare myself.

So I am starting the count down....

42 days until I leave.

haha that makes it sound so far away.

Oh well :) I can't help myself!!!

P.s. I have ALOT of pictures to post but my home computer is sick at the moment. So until we find the cure, you will just have to listen to me ramble...BOOORRRING I know. I am terribly sorry :)

This is Brin's kissing face :)

Squishy looks worried about it haha

haha they had such a blast together :)

This is by far my favorite picture!!!